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Hartanto Family

2008-08-12T01:24:00.001-07:00

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2008-08-11T02:13:00.000-07:00

itz been a long time since i wrote my last post... im now no more working at Tutor Time Pluit... im back at Hotel Gading Indah..

i guess my life become more n more complicated with all those issue with seto n his family n his girl and im there in de middle of thosee... i dun know wat should i do, im juz trying to help them.. to keep them as a family...

why is it so hard to be a gud person? why my life is like a drama.. hahaha im not sure why, but i juz know that Daddy GOD has a gud plan for me so i will juz REST everything to Him... coz i know HE's gud, alwayz gud n HE luvez me so much as im His most beloved princess... hahaha

so now im back at hotel, trying to make everything back to normal.. control de people.. control de expenses.. control everything like before..

eniwei today is kung2 bday, so hepi bday kung2... GOD bless you abundantly..

de gud news is im going to china next month.. cant wait till that time.. hahaha i have to save a lot of moneyy!! n im going to bandung this weekend.. im so excited, but i can only stay for nite coz i have to attend anna's wedding on August 16.. and i have "pelayanan" on sunday...

officially employed!! ^__^

2008-04-26T09:39:00.000-07:00

after 5 dayz as an observing teacher i am now officially employee of Tutor Time Pluit.. ^__^ i will have 3 months probation.. and during de time, i was asked to learn as much as possible to be a lead teacher, coz miss ida said i have potential and she want me to be one ^__^ i believe it is favor from GOD..

all my new frenz r gud, fun n nice.. i like them.. but actually i dun feel gud coz im assigned in pre-school A class.. i tought i will be helping anna n novi, but suddenly they re-assigned novi to pre-k 1 with yung2 n also aly will help toddler class.. huhuhu im sorry guyzz..

eniwei tomoro is lydia's sangjit.. de wedding will be in 2 weeks from today.. omG.. itz so fast.. time really flies.. hehehe

im so hepi gembrot is coming home n he'll be here for more than 1 week.. yeahh... im now looking for a make-up artist for me on de big day.. hope i will find 1 gud one with reasonable price... ^__^

i tried my nite gown, itz too big so lung2 have to fix it again.. and also he has to buy more material for de flowerz..

so i will have 3 gownz in 1 day.. 1 for tea party, 1 for de blessing ceremony @ de church n last 1 for de party.. i guess im more "busy" than de bride herself.. hahaha

i saw 1 gown @ zara n i really like it.. itz really nice, but itz so expensive.. arrghhh.. may be im gonna make it.. it will be much more cheaper.. hehehe

b blezzed people..

JBU JLU

tekker..

first day..

2008-04-14T19:32:00.000-07:00

woww... i cant believe it.. today is my first dy of work after being anunemployment for more than 3 months.. hahaha but this one is totally different.. im now a pre-school teacher.. ^__^ while before i was an assitant general manager... such a big differences rite?? but this is wat i really wanna do since i was young, being a pre-school teacher... (i guess i feel old now.. hahaha)

i really enjoyed my time with de children there.. but de boring part is after de school time... i had nothing to do... juz helpin miss yung arrange de class.. i went for de meeting they had for de graduation n concert n gave sum ideas for miss yung for de costume..

we had 2 birthday parties today.. wow.. it;s really Daddy's GOD favor.. i brought no lunch coz i dunno that i have to.. but thankz to Daddy GOD who provided my lunch for me.. ^__^ n guess wat?? Daddy was not only provide me enuf fud for lunch, but i still have d balance!!! cant u imagine?? if Daddy GOD took turn, HE will not only give how much i need, HE'll gimme more than i need to show de people that im really Daddy's lil girl, lil' princess n Daddy'z beloved!! thankz Daddy.. luph YOU so much!!

i still dunno about de salary they will offer me, i juz have a trial n do an observation!!

coz i really hav a BIG dream for tibe kidz.. i wanna do sumthin for Daddy.. i wanna get sum experience with de children n after i have de capabilities, n i believe with Daddy's help everything will be perfect!! plus i have mbira n kath that im sure will help me.. ^__^

i wanna start my ministry at de tibe MM as a sunday school teacher.. hope they dun notice or dunno who am i.. hahaha i dun wan to make any gossip or story about anything.. wat i wanna do is i juz wanna give my best for Daddy..

im so tired, i never wake up in de morning for such a long time.. but i have to start it now.. hahaha im so sleepy n im gonna sleep soon!!

be blessed people!!! ^___^

Jbu Jlu n so do i!!

peace ^,~

tRuz HIS hEarT

2008-03-29T02:54:00.000-07:00

Trust His Heart

All things work for our good
though sometimes we can't see how they could
struggles that break our hearts in two
sometimes blinds us to the truth

Our Father knows what's best for us
His ways are not our own
So when your pathway grows dim, and you just can't see Him
Remember you're never alone

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand
Trust His heart

He sees the master plan
And He holds our future in His hands
So don't live as those who have no hope
All our hope is found in Him

We see the present clearly
But He sees the first and the last
And like a tapestry He's weaving you and me to someday be just like Him

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand
Trust His heart

He alone is faithful and true
He alone knows what is best for you
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand trust His heart

a very beautful song... luph de lyricz so muchh...
thankz Daddy GOD.. i know i can aLwayz truz YOU.. no matter wat happen coz YOU luph me de mostt, YOU will neva leave me alone,, and im YOUR precious princezz... ^^

eniwei, i had an interview this afternoon.. it was gud i think.. they accepted me, but i said i wanna consider first, i dun wan to be so hurry, i wan to find de best, coz i believe Daddy will providez de best foe me.. ^^

i was so calm went i was waiting,, thankz Daddy,,, coz i know YOU were there with me, so i should fear no more.. ^,~

Daddy GOD lurvez all of you people...

be greatly blessed, highly favoured, and deeply luphed..

ciao

2008-03-23T03:03:00.000-07:00

Heavenly Father
i come to You now
in the name of Jesus
and i thank You for your deep love for me
Your love so great
that You sent Your Son
de Lord Jesus Christ
to be my subtitute on that cross
HIS passion, HIS suffering and wat He went through at de cross was all for me
that i might be forgiven, bless healed,, Jesus died and rose from de death
conquering death for me
Jesus Christ is my Lord n my Savoiour, n my GOD
and i thank You Father
in Your eyes all my sins are taken away
no more to be remembered againts me
im completely forgiven
i have peace with you
i am no more a sinner
im now Your child
covered with Jesus Christ
in Jesus name
Amen!!

hEpi EasTer pEopLe!!

GOD bLess ya aBunDanTLy ^^

2008-03-22T02:45:00.000-07:00

De LORD is my SHEPHERD

2008-03-12T21:10:00.000-07:00

i juz finished with Pastor JP dvd about Shepherd n de sheep.. Jesus is my Shepherd n im de sheep.. ol i need to do is juz following HIM n de rest will be added to me.. ^^ thankz Daddy GOD.. YOU are a Gud Shepherd that never left Your sheep alone no matter how nottie we are.. i luph YOU so much..

i could never imagine my life if im not christian.. wat i will become now i cant imagine thatt... i will be very very very lost.. coz i will not know wat to do when i haf problems.. i will not be this strong.. thankz Daddy GOD to found me.. ^^

mom start asks me about wat i wanna do now.. i wanna find a job, but im not sure wat job i want.. i juz wan a simple job that wont take all my time n change my life.. GOD pliz tell me wat should i do? wat job should i apply?

Nothing Is Hard For God

2008-03-10T12:14:00.000-07:00

Jeremiah 32:17

Ah, Lord God! Behold, You have made the heavens and the earth by Your great power and outstretched arm. There is nothing too hard for You.

Our minds tend to see our problems as big or small. Even when we pray for the sick, we say things like, “You have a headache? No problem. Let’s pray for your healing.” But when it is cancer, we say, “Oh, let’s tell the senior pastor about it. It would be better if he prayed for you.” We think of headaches as small problems, but cancers as big ones.
But that is not the way God, the one who made the heavens and the earth, thinks. There is nothing too hard for Him! With God, there is no such thing as a “big” problem. In fact, the “bigger” the problem, the “easier” it is for Him! In the feeding of the 5,000, it took only five loaves to feed the multitude. (Matthew 14:15–21) But in the feeding of the smaller multitude of 4,000, it took seven loaves. (Matthew 15:32–38)
In man’s scheme of things, it should take more loaves to feed more people. But it is not so with God. It took fewer loaves to feed more people. This is God’s way of telling us, “The ‘bigger’ the problem, the ‘easier’ it is for Me.” I am not saying that small problems are hard for God. But it is so encouraging to think that it is “easier” for God to heal cancer than a headache!
Imagine coming to God with a big problem. “So, what is your problem?” God asks. You say, “Father, it is a huge financial debt — not thousands but millions.” He says, “Easy. It is already cancelled.”
In another scenario, God asks, “So, what is your problem?” You say, “Father, I have been retrenched and I can’t find a new job. I am already in my fifties and I don’t have the necessary qualifications.” He says, “No problem. Consider yourself employed. And in this new job, you won’t just have a job, you will have a position.”

Daddy God is talking to me.. He's tellin me sumthin.. i believe thatt.. i know its not such an accidentally happen.. i know its part of HIS plan... trust HIM n rest in HIM.. coz nothin is impossible for You Daddy God.. thank You for Your love for me.. im now surrender n resting in YOU.. let go everything... let YOU to be creative.. ^^

Divinely Arranged And Beautifully Timed

2008-03-09T09:10:00.001-07:00

Nothing happens to you by accident. Even a “chance” meeting with someone is part of God’s plan to set in motion His blessings in your life.

Ecclesiastes 3:11 "He has made everything beautiful in its time…"

GOD bless people

im back

2008-03-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

im back... back to de real world..
after a long holiday, i have to start my life again.. a new life.. a Let-go Life...
i learnt a lot these few dayz.. i feel brand new.. reborn.. new me..
im so hepi now, i wanna enjoy my life, live a worry-free life n rest in Daddy's hand coz i know He knows watz best for me... He knows me better than i do.. i believe watever happen to me in my life it has its own reason.. i believe it will make me a stronger n better person, n de most important thing it will bring me closer to Daddy God..
Daddy.. i luph You.. im nothing without YOU!!

i had so much fun during de holiday.. met ol those old frenz, met new frenz.. de gathering was so fun even though im not really satisfied remember how it ended up.. not so many people come.. sum are workin n sum are sick.. i hope it wont be our last gathering.. i hope we have this every year n keep our frenship forever..

thankz GOD for everything.. im blessed i feel blessed.. i know i am.. ^,~

thankz to Daddy GOD, mom n dad are doing great.. dad had all de necessary check up n de result is gud.. also nothing's wrong with mom.. thank GOD for de health YOU gave to mom n dad..

i went to NCC when i was in singapore.. i really enjoy when i was there.. i felt different.. thankz to Daddy GOD that gave me change to go there.. i believe YOU have own reason... i juz rest in YOU..

i managed to go to sentosa island, try the luge n also watch de musical fountain.. i also took a lot of neoprintz with kath.. watched de NTU choir concert n went out with monica.. ohh not to forget, i met morien at taka.. i was so surprised n hepi to meet her again..

i ended up without buying any chanel bag.. hix but im not regret, its not de time yet.. i still haf to save money,, especially after mom told me about our financial.. i know we are not bankrupt, but we have to be more carefull using de money,, i dun want to make dad stress out... so i wanna find a gud job that give gud paid hopefully so i can help dad n mom.. i know Daddy GOD will help me.. help us.. ^^

GOD bless people..

2008-02-08T22:37:00.000-08:00

im going to KL soon.. yeah, im so excited..
jessica is goin there too, but she's goin on 21.. i wanna go at 20... (de faster de better) hahaa
finally i have chance to go there, to meet my frenz there..
im so excited, but i have to wait till edward back to oz..
i need a holiday..

kokchean promised me to ask about chanell..
ohh.. im so hepii.. i really wan a chanell.. a classic flap or reissue..
i hope i can get it this time.. hehee
pliz gimme a huge huge discountt... coz i need to save my money... for my bridal.. ^^

me n ming2 gonna open up a bridal..
we're still discussin it..
so may be im gonna work at bridal for few months to see how evething goes..
de flows n everything..
i told edwin that im ready to work in march, coz im wanna go to KL first.. ^^

i went to i-studio to check abou de family photo package..
we're goin to hav a family photo before lydia get marry, means we haf to do it as soon as possible while gembrot is still here..

GOD bless!!

LOVE, LUST, ROMANCE, LIES, HOPE

2008-01-31T14:35:00.000-08:00

LOVE, LUST, ROMANCE, LIES, HOPE

THIS BLOG IS ABOUT:LOVE LUST ROMANCE LIES PATIENCE PSYCHOLOGY MARRIAGE PREGNANCY BEAUTY SEX PORN HOPE
WARNING: What you're about to read is based on hundreds of interviews,surveys, books, and statistics I've assembled over the last few years. This blog will piss a lot of you off. Why? Because a lot of you think you know what love is. Well folks, I'm here to challenge that assumption. So get your hate mail ready! And make sure you read everything! Enjoy!
FUN FACT: Most women (even the most beautiful) are not satisfied with the way they look. Many guys (even the drop dead ugly ones) think they're God's gift to women. TO THE LADIES: PLEASE stop posting pictures that look nothing like you. Take off the big sunglasses. Stop trying to be emo. Stop changing your hair and smilingcrooked just to hide your imperfections. If you want to post a picture that looks NOTHING like yourself, then at least post one picture that DOES look like you. (Preferably a picture of yourself RIGHT AFTER YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING!) I know you'll probably get less comments, but hey! At least you'll know who your real friends are. =) Seriously though, I know that underneath it all, you just want to be loved andliked (and envied), but don't sacrifice who you REALLY are just for attention. * * *
DRESS RESPECTABLY: If you decide to wear clothes showing off half your tits, and skirts showing99 percent of your thighs, then for goodness sake, do NOT get mad whenguys approach you for the purpose of JUST sex. When us guys see you dressing skimpy, we do NOT think to ourselves: "Hey. Check out that lovely young lady. She's exactly the kind of woman I want to marry and take home to my mother." NO. When guys see you dressed like that, we all ask each other the magic question: "Would you hit that?"
MY ADVICE: "If it's not on the menu, DON'T ADVERTISE IT." If you'd like to be treated with respect, then dress respectfully. It's not rocket science.
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TO THE FELLAS: You're not gangsta. I hate to break it to you, but REAL gangstas don't have myspace. Stop puckering your lips for the camera to look sexy. Stop dogging the camera like you're all hard. That's not what REAL MEN do. REAL MEN GIVE RESPECT TO EARN RESPECT. REAL MEN treat women as God's creations. NOT as sex objects. REAL MEN stick up for those who can't stick up for themselves. REAL MEN don't get into fights just 'cus someone dogged them. REAL MEN don't get into fights 'cus of stupid rumors. REAL MEN fight to protect their wives and children. REAL MEN fight injustice.REAL MEN fight racism!
* * *So to all the MEN and WOMEN reading this:Please, be yourselves. Be the REAL you. Stop trying to build up this "illusion" of what you wishpeople saw you as. If you constantly pretend to be something you're not, you'll never meet REAL friends. You'll never marry a person who loves you for the REAL you. * * *
FUN FACT: The smartest people in the world are MEN! The stupidest people in the world are ALSO men! Women tend to be more balanced when it comes to intelligence and skills. WHY? Because the human brain is divided into two hemispheres (the left hemisphere and the right hemisphere), AND while women use bothhemispheres, men tend to use ONE side more than the other. This would explain why WOMEN ARE BETTER AT MULTI-TASKING. I cannot count the number of times I've seen a woman talking on her cell phone, doing her makeup, and changing a CD...ALL WHILE DRIVING HER CAR! MEN, ON THE OTHER HAND, THINK IN A BOX. If you're telling him to do something while he's watching football (or playing Halo), he won't remember what the hell you told him. This MIGHT seem like a bad thing, BUT being able to think about ONE thing at a time makes him a DEEPER thinker. Ever wonder why most philosophers are MEN?
* * *OUR DIFFERENCES BRING BALANCE TO EACH OTHER:
MEN are usually laid back. This helps a woman loosen up when she's stressing out.
Women are usually more organized. This helps men when they're procrastinating too much. (Ladies, you can call yourselves procrastinators all you want, BUT you can never out-procrastinate a guy. TRUST ME.) MEN are usually more calm when something BAD happens. This is good for women because they tend to panic more easily.MEN can sometimes be very insensitive. WOMEN are usually more compassionate and caring. Don't believe me?
Let a random man hold a baby, and the baby will probably start crying.Let a random woman hold a baby, and the baby will probably start laughing and smiling.
Most women want a man to win/earn their heart. Men like to compete and WIN. MEN are stronger physically. WOMEN are stronger verbally.
So, to all the men reading this: USE your strength to protect women and raise children. Don't use your strength to abuse and take advantage of them.
As for the women? USE your words to build up and encourage men and children. Don't use your words to gossip and nag about everything. God has created BOTH men and women with unique traits. As we live withone another, we must learn how to find BALANCE in our strengths and weaknesses. We must learn how to work together and LOVE one another. ADVICE FOR MEN: Women LOVE affection. So learn to show your appreciation with gifts and well-planned dates! BE CREATIVE. Roses, candy, and stuffed animals WILL get old after a while. When a woman complains to you, it doesn't necessarily mean she wants you to give her advice.Sometimes she just wants you to SHUT UP and LISTEN!ADVICE FOR WOMEN: Men WANT respect. Sometimes all a guy really wants to hear is: "I believe in you" or "I know you can do it." Learn to show your appreciation for the little things he does. Sometimes he REALLY does try to be considerate, but youjust don't notice.ADVICE FOR BOTH: Respect the little differences. And be sure to RESPECT THE SPACE!Sometimes we all need some time to just BREATHE. Men, let your woman go to Forever 21 with her girlfriends. Let her watch Oprah without constantlyrepeating how "gay" the show is. AND ABOVE ALL ELSE:PLEASE... don't talk back when she's on her P-E-R-I-O-D.
Because if you do... May God have mercy on your soul.
AND ladies? Let your man play some Halo 2! Let him watch the Lakers!Let him fart in his hand and cover it over his homie's face! (Because ladies,i know some of you do the SAME exact thing when guys aren't around. ;P)
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Temptation 1: ROMANTIC COMEDIES Don't get me wrong! I LOVE movies like "A Walk to Remember,""The Notebook," "Love Actually," "The Little Mermaid," and"Serendipity," BUT if you think great LOVE STORIES can be found this easily... you're sadly mistaken. Temptation 2: LOVE SONGS Do any of these songs look familiar? =)
Believe it or not, movies and music can really influence you. FOR EXAMPLE:A good horror movie will keep you up all night. Listening to Lil' Jon will make you want to sock someone's face. Likewise, romantic comedies can make you THINK you're in love when you're really not. They can make you BELIEVE "everyone's falling in loveEXCEPT you." As for love songs, they will either keep you depressed (if you just broke up with someone), or tempt you into hooking up with some random guy/girl who's nowhere NEAR ready for a relationship. Temptation 3: PORNOGRAPHY Hey fellas. I know most of you think "there's nothin' wrong with a little Jenna Jameson after a hard days work", but... I disagree.
When you're done watching porn and you've finished "laying the smackdown" on yourself, you are left with more than just sticky hands and wadded up kleenex.
You are left with images BURNED into your mind. You can go to internet explorer and hit "CLEAR HISTORY"... You can locate your Limewire folders and delete all your videos... You can even throw out all your Playboy mags and hardcore xxx tapes... Regardless, the images will still haunt you.
When you're having a simple conversation with a close female friend, you begin to imagine THEIR FACE on the bodies of your favorite porn stars. You don't mean to, but "you can't help it."
It becomes harder to stay faithful to your girlfriend/wife. It becomes harder to concentrate when you're around women. You begin to think you're "in love" when you're actually just horny.
This MIGHT seem like a joke for you, but if you're seriously strugglingwith porn, and find yourself watching it everyday, check out this website:
This site is not only helpful, but really funny! You see... Whether you admit it or NOT. the more porn you watch, the CRAZIER your addiction becomes. It starts off with regular porn, but then you get tired of it. Suddenly, you find yourself watching bestiality, lolitas, hentai, and shemales! Before you know it, you get to the point where you're watching girls peeing and crapping all over each other! SO PLEASE...
FIGHT IT. THIS KIND OF STUFF CAN REALLY MESS YOU UP.IT DESTROYS MARRIAGES ALL THE TIME.
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Women are great liars. As good as they are at lying to others, they are even better at lying to themselves.
STUPID LIES GIRLS SAY: "I can't help it! I'm in love!"
"I can change him!"
"But he needs me!"
DESPERATE HOUSE LIES:
"If you really love me, you won't leave me!"
"If you breakup with me, I'll kill myself!"
"If you leave me, I'll hurt you!"
"I'm pregnant!"
* * *Some of us take our HEART BREAKS to another level by immediatelyhooking up with another person after we just broke up. This is our desperate attempt to get our ex jealous OR to forget the pain.
This explains why SOME people get addicted to clubbing, partying, drinking, and getting high. They're NOT trying to "just have fun"...
THEY ARE DESPERATELY AVOIDING REALITY.THEY ARE RUNNING FROM THE PAIN OF THEIR PAST. LADIES and GENTLEMEN, this is not love. This is infatuation. Love does NOT make you do STUPID things. Love is a commitment to do what's BEST for another person. (Even if that means breaking up with them)
ANSWER THIS QUESTION HONESTLY:Have you ever thought you were "IN LOVE," but later realized you were lying to yourself?If you have... could it be that maybe...JUST MAYBE, you might be wrong right now?
* * *WHAT IS LOVE? "Whoever is without Love does not know God, for GOD IS LOVE!" --1 John 4:8If God is Love... Then why is he hardly the center of most of our relationships?
If God is Love...Then why not ask HIM for advice when it comes to understanding what TRUE Love is? Going to anyone else is like going to a HondaDealership for a Volkswagen part.
MYTH: All men are jerks!
TRUTH: Anyone who believes this statement is an idiot. There are plenty of great guys all around. These are the guys who comfort you when jerks break your heart. Theyre the ones who dont always tell you what you want to hear, but what you need to hear.
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WORD OF THE DAY:incentive. Something, such as the fear of punishment or the expectation of reward, that induces action or motivates effort.
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FUN FACT: BOYS follow incentives.
If you date a boy while hes still a boy, guess what? Hell stay a boy. This is because you REWARD HIM before he has a chance to grow up.
BUT if you make a boy WAIT and become a MAN before he can date you, this will eliminate the odds of you dating a jerk! Believe it or NOT, guys who are made to WAIT are far more likely to be faithful to you, than the average guy!
* * *If any of you "NICE GUYS" are reading this blog, and you can RELATE to what I'm saying, then here's some words of encouragement for you: "Nice guys DON'T finish last. They LAST to the finish." If a girl passes you up because she wants to date a GUY that her girlfriends think is cuter, then it's HER LOSS.DON'T rush into random relationships in hopes of eventually finding the right person! BE PATIENT. Let God write your love story.
See. I don't know about you, but I'd rather have a LOVE STORY filled with twists and turns, than a bunch of failed relationships full of MISTAKES, LIES, and DECEIT!So...SLOW DOWN people. Let Go and Let God! * * *
MY ADVICE: "Don't date someone unless you consider marrying them." "WHAT?!? BeeJay!!! Have you lost your mind??" Let's sit and think about it. When you date someone, YOU might think it's "just for fun," but there's no way of predicting FEELINGS that might eventually grow. What if you FALL for someone, and they don't fall for you? Who gets hurt? What if you date someone for fun, sex, and scamming, and they end up falling for you? Now they're the one who gets hurt? In other words, make sure you choose carefully who you date because FEELINGS are involved. If you play with feelings, you can REALLY hurt someone. In fact, some of you are STILL hurt because of a few people you've dated. So take dating seriously. PLEASE. MY ADVICE: Don't "play" hard to get. BE hard to get! Having a great "LOVE LIFE" means MORE than finding the right person. You also have to BE the right person! * * *
Sex is good. Real good. Even God said it was good! BUT there is one condition: GET MARRIED FIRST. BEFORE you label me old fashioned or boring, here are a fewstatistics I've learned from psychology and science journals! Teens and young adults who have premarital sex are FAR more likely to: Get divorcedBecome suicidal Go into depressionBe unfaithful during marriageHave severe marital problems Teens and young adults who get pregnant before marriageare FAR more likely to: Not finish collegeHave an abortionGo into poverty These statistics are NOT meant to discourage you. These statistics are here to HELP YOU understand that ALTHOUGH GOD CAN HEAL ALL WOUNDS, HE WON'T HEAL ALL SCARS.
God allows SCARS to remain NOT because he hates you,BUT to remind you that foolish actions DO have consequences.
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SEX IS LIKE DUCT TAPE. The first time you stick duct tape on someone, it REALLY sticks. The next time you do it, it's not as sticky. The more you do it, theless sticky it becomes. In other words, the more sex you have with different partners, the HARDER it is to commit. Eventually, you won't even be able to feel any LOVE or PASSION towards your partner(s). It will become an empty, emotionless act. What is the REASON for sex? Some of you will say "pleasure."
But is that it? How about eating? EATING feels pleasurable? Is that the REASON we eat? NO. We eat because it helps sustain life and health. Likewise, we must understand that sex is not justfor pleasure. Sex also CREATES LIFE. This is why sex is considered so sacred. This is why sex is NOT to be abused.FUN FACT: Of all our bodily functions (digesting, sleeping, breathing, etc), CREATING A CHILD is the only bodily function that requires TWO people.
CHRISTINA AGUILERA QUOTE: "Shouldn't we test drive the 'vehicle' before we drive it off the lot?"(Christina comparing premarital sex to test driving a car) Okay. Let's pretend you find a great "sex partner." You decide to marry them, BUT one day, they get into a terrible accident and they can no longer have sex. Would you divorce them?
JEFF FOXWORTHY QUOTE:"Getting married to have sex is like buying a 747 to get free peanuts!"
Marriage is about more than just sex. It is a commitment to be there for your spouse through sickness and in health, for better or for worse, till death do you part. It is the coming of two souls to become one.
* * *OLD MESSAGE FROM A FRIEND
Hey BeeJay! I'd like to share these verses recited at my Wedding ceremony:
"My husband and I knew we were ready for the commitment of marriage when we were BOTH able to insert each of our names in place of the word 'LOVE'.Love is patient and kind.
Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude.
Love does not demand its own way.
Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged.
Love is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out.
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful,
And endures through every circumstance. Love will last forever..."
--1 CORINTHIANS 13:4-8

new hair...

2008-01-30T11:45:00.000-08:00

before n after pic
me with stich
me with alex
my new hair...

i cant believe wat i did today.. i cut my hairrr, my long hairr... oh my GOD... im so excited, no regret, no sorry.. i luph my new hair.. its short but not too short... its juz purfectt!!! i never have a short hair for 5 years.. this is de shortest hair i have post-pinghua.. hehee im hepi i cut my hair..

i bought a shirt for dad today but i haf to change it since it has stain.. i also bought a sleepwear for d chinese new year eve n purpose of driven life book..

lydia n i started an online boutique by using friendster... some is my own design but some we bought them... i hope its gonna work.. i do this coz i need sumthin 2 do to keep me n make me busy n to show dad that im fine..

its been almost a month n we have lost contact for more than 2 weekz.. its hard but i believe i can survive.. i miss him sumtimes, remember ol de tyme we had n spent together...

i wanna find a new job (beside de online boutique) but i dunno wat job that i wan.. i juz wan a simple job like kindergarden teacher, but im still not sure.. dad said i can go spore n work @ miramar if i wan n he will help me to talk with de owner but im still not sure...

GOD bless people!!

merry xmas n hepi nu year ^^

2008-01-04T01:42:00.000-08:00

its been almost a month nevr update my blog.. gettin busy after came back from china, then christmas n new year.. so now everythin is passed, hope i can update it more frequent.. hehee

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2007 n HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 people!! all d best in this year..

i got a new eeyore again yesterday, so total i have 19 eeyores hahaa crazy isnt it?? i juz luph it so much.. it's such a cutiee.. im so regret that i didnt buy d eeyore i saw t macao's airport, it such a cute eeyore, and it can movess.. arrgghhh wish i can turn back d timee... huhu

i finally did eyelash extension at cay2 salon.. not too exensive compare with lu'vaze, so decided to do it there.. it's been 2 weekz since i did that, but sumtimez im still not used to it.. but i like itt.. hehee

kung2 said he wants to celebrate his 80's bday at Moyan (his hometown) n he wants all of us (whole big family) to go.. so may be im going to china again this year.. yeahhh.. luph itt.. it was winter when i go there, so all the clothes are winter collection.. so i cant shop!!! arrrggghhhh

edward is comin home soon, yeahh.. lets eat n shops together again brot!! hahaa i asked him to find a gucci wallet during the boxing day, but he said he cant go to gucci since the queue is too damn long!! hehee so i think i will still go to LV wallet, but still not sure which one to go..

its new year now, so i guess i will update my LV wishlist later.. hehee i really want to et sumthin suhali this year, but de price is juz insane!! i hope that my invesment is making BIG BIG profit so i can buy thatt.. hehee

i received me to you bear n christmas CD from katherine n bodyshop package from peggy.. thankz all.. luph everythin.. ^^

im not feelin so well these 2 dayz, my blood pressure is low, itz 100/60 only.. i guess i was too tired these few dayz.. hope i will recover soon.. ^^

i bought 1 dress n 1 shirt with skinny tie @ sogo today.. both are on sale, so it's still OK.. i really want to get a black vest.. will go to zara n see first, i saw 1 at MNG today but im still not sure about it..

ciao people.. GOD bless ^^

2007-12-12T01:42:00.000-08:00

woww,, almost a month never write anythin,, too busy i guest,,, so many things happened,,

the trip was so fun!! some place like shanghai is damn cold, but some are juz nice,, i went to 11 cities includes guangzhou, nanjing, yangzhou, wuxi, suzhou, hangzhou, zhouzhuang, shanghai, fuzhou, xiamen, shenzhen, HK, and last one Macao,,

all d places that i go durin d tour is mostly historical buildin n tamplez,, wat i like most in china is d view, they really hav a nice view everywhere,, i'll post d pic later when i got time,,

but i really enjoy my time at fuzhou,, when i reached at d airport, cekong n cimpo with uncle agang n xiao hua picked were already there,, when i saw cekong i really wanna cry,, he's so similar with engkong n it made me miss engkong very much,, im so hepi to meet all of them,, they are so hepi to met us too,, dian2 is so cute n so shy,, hehee

i went to HK disneyland!! de place is not so big, but i think its juz right for one day trip!! took a lot of picz there, but not all the characters becoz the queueis too damn long,, argghhh,, i should bring 1 maid to help me to queue,, hehee

i cant ever resist d LV temptationn,, argghh too bad, i finally bought d azur speedy 25!! hehee i dunno why i didnt buy d epi petite noe, but my feelin go for azur speedy, so she came home with me,, hehee mom offer me a credit, but i finally decided to pay all at once, so i pay her yesterday,, hehee

in macao, we stayed at the venetian hotel,, de room is so big n can accomodate 5 people,, so all of us stay together in one room,, at nite me n sis went to d casino,, we were so funny n act like we bet thousands of millions, but in fact we juz bet 20 max!! heueheu i won 40HKD n sis lost 70HKD..

after i get home, i received a bad news, its about iing,, her sister was murdered by her own husband in frnt of their lil girl,, oh no!! wat a crazy story,,

and today chef joshua told me that her mom juz passed away on d 30th of November,, im so sorry bout that chef, i hope that you are alrite now,,

....

2007-11-19T02:09:00.000-08:00

suddenly my mood to write blog diasappear,, damnn,,
nothing much unless im so excited goin to chinaa (countin da dayz!!) n im gonna meet karina (we havent meet for years!!),, and i cut my hair last friday,, i like my new hairr,, shorter, more shape n stylish!! hehee

ciaooo

back to da world,,

2007-11-14T11:31:00.000-08:00

so many things happened last week,, i went to spore with hunnie with nobody except my family, olie, sisca n monic knew bout itt,, hehe i really had a gud time there even though we had to play hide n seek =P

we were havin fun there, enjoyin our lifes,, i bought a lot of baby eeyore (luph it so much!!!) and some metoyou bear,, luckily i managed to bring all back homee,, coz bought 1 giant baby eeyore hahaha,,

here's my eeyore collection n also some of my metoyou bear coz i still hav 2 more at hotell,, ^^ eeyore is juz so cute,,

some of eeyore that i bouht in spore (still have another 2) ^^

my eeyore collection w/o de baby giant hehee

some of my metoyou

i also bought a pair of diamond earings @ taka jewellery,, it's so cheap, much more cheaper than felice,, i found a ring which design is almost de same with my ring, bigger AND cheaper!! damnn,, only 1/2 of de price hun bought for me here,, i bought de matchin earings coz i think its cute,, hehee

i didn buy much things for myself,, only a pair of jacket n mathcin pants n 2 sandals,, i bought daddy a broun buffle wallet, de limited edition for celebratin their 120 years,, i also bought sandals for mom n sis,, n xmas card for dad, mom, my edward,,

i found petite noe in ivory but decided to to buy it!! wat a surprise,, i really wan this bag n hunnie sais OK, i search in indo n 3 boutiques @ spopre n finally found it at de last boutique but finally i decided NOT to buy it,, i guess im gettin mature noww,, hehee here's wat on my mind that time, if i dont buy this bag or any other bag this year, my savings will b 100million rupiah,, yeaahh!! so i can open a deposito so i can get higher interest,, hahhaa

so bye2 LV, bye2 chanell,, im not gonna buy you soon, may be later when i gain a lot of profit from my share,, share?? yeahh,, i started to buy shares noww!! hehee coz you know wat, hunn gains 169% from his schroders!! so i'm gonna invest my money on shares too!! then after i gain a lot of profit, hopefully soon, i'll buy my first chanel n other LVs!! hehehe soo, i think i juz postphone itt!! =P

i bought, not me actually, hun bought me 3 eyelinerss,,, 1 crayon eyeliner in silver, 1 crayon eyeliner (can b refilled) in black, but finally decided da black is not strong enuf n he prefer de liquid so he bought me 1 liquid eyeliner in black too,, hehee n i bought myself a set of fake eyelashes n de glue,, de staff help me to put on me,,, ^^ i guess i have to learn how to wear it by myselff,, ^^

i took neoprint 2 times, but i forgot where did i put de first one,, damnt its too badd,, i have to find it soon,, hehee here's de result for de second one,, here i wear my fake lashes n think eyeliner,, i think i like my new eyes,, ^,~

wat a day

2007-10-29T02:17:00.000-07:00

i heard a quite shockin news today,, ago broke up with shandy,, too bad, i mean they seems so hepi together n they planned bout marriage ady but like ago said, their relation is too complicated, this may be de best way for both of themm,, so all de best for shandy n jia you for ago!!

not only that, i also heard that theo broke up with elsa,, oh no!! they've been together for 5 years n they planned for marriage too!! 5 years, i can imagine how's elsa feel noww,, i mean, i've gone thru that before, so i guess i can understand eventhough i dunno wats their problems, but broke up is still so hurt.. i hope, i wish, n i pray it wont happen with me n hunnie,,

im too busy with new game (facebook) nowadayz n dun hav time for otherss,, haha too bad, im addicted to facebook.. it'z juz much more fun than friendster,, hehehe

i got a late bday card from tinz,, thankz a lot yaa!! luph itt,, hehee

i went to LV @ PS yesterday, tried de a la folie ring in my fingers but found out itz not that nice on me,, its cute, but i think de flower is too small,, if they made it bigger it think it will be more cute n i can put it on my thumb,, so, i've to call sisca n ask her bout de ring that i ask her fren to buy for mee,, no news till today, so i hope she havent buy it,, i decided not to get de bangle aswell n keep de money for my first chanell,, hehee

i also tried de epi petite noe, they dun hav de ivory now, so ive to try de black one,, i like itt,, hehee so i think im gonna get that in HK,, ^^ and a bandeau for de accesories,, =) ohh really cant wait for my china + hk trip,, im so excitedd!! but i dunno whether i ve time to go to LV n chanel boutique!! i wish i have!! it'z a must go place for me!! hehee

eniwei, qq kian2, qme ping2, ting2 n aileen are goin to bangkok, n i heard qq anen is goin too.. so i ask kk to buy de big eeyore for me n ask them to bring it for me =)

je t'aime PARIS

2007-10-26T01:36:00.000-07:00

What City Should You Live In?
	You should live in Paris. The city of lights will appeal to your appreciation of beauty and romance. You are a lover and a poet by nature, and Paris' sensitive charms will be a perfect match for yours.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

im winnie de pooh

2007-10-26T01:18:00.000-07:00

Which Winnie the Pooh Character Are You?
	You are Winnie the Pooh. Oh, bother. You are sweet, simple, and popular for your honesty and goodwill. Though you may be the biggest personality in the woods, you sometimes need the help of others in the brains department!
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

im cinderella

2007-10-26T01:09:00.000-07:00

Which Disney Princess Are You?
	You are Cinderella. You are hard-working and never complain, however, your trust is sometimes misplaced and people sometimes take advantage of you. Still, you are beautiful inside and out, and one day you will realize it and find true love.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

im back ^^

2007-10-23T01:21:00.000-07:00

im back.. finally im back to my home sweet home after a full week stay with "mommy".. hehee i really enjoy de dayz we had but i do miss my room too!! and my laptop for sure.. ^^ so here im sittin in front of my laptop and ONLINE!! ^,~

i got sum late bday presents.. a cute pink mini dress from my lil' princezz kitty n other choir frenz, thankz a lot guyzz!! luph ya all ^^ here's da dress..

i also got a me to you bear from tinz.. thankz a lot yaa.. luph itt!!

so here wat i did:
day 1 - sunday oct 14th
hunnie n his dad depart to israel, i sent them to airport then go back with "mommy", stop by @ ritz for dinner then go back "home".. hehee at nite, we had a very interesting chat, mommy talked about her story in da pass.. hehee

day 2 - monday oct 15th
we woke up in de afternoon, coz everytime i woke up mommy asked me to sleep again.. hehee then we took shower, had lunch n watched TV while we chit chat again.. mbira, kitty mishael n jecy came then we had dinner together with ago n shandy also at chatter box senci.. not forget i bought some presents for my dear prince mishael.. they all will stay with us too!!

day 3 - tuesday oct 16th
it'z mishael bday!! hepi bday again my lil boy.. luph ya so muchh.. we had dinner at ritz (again!) guess mommy really like de food there.. hehee

day 4 - wednesday oct 17th
i cant really remember wat i did.. lemme thinkk.. hehee ahaa.. we went to senci again, then we had supper @ kmang hehee..

day 5 - thursday oct 18th
de class started today so de kidz had to go to school.. me n mommy went to marina mediterania ancol coz mommy bought an appartment there n need to settle sumthin.. then we went to mangdu.. hehehe mommy bought 1 mini dress n 1 nice clothes + 2 black leggings n mommy bought me a pink mini dress ^^ thankz a lot mommyy.. then we met mba ira n kidz + choirz @ senci for dinner..

day 6 - friday oct 19th
me n mommy went to look for house, i like one which is de diamond residence,, i like de design n also de facilities coz it's a townhouse,, then we ate pizza.. in de evening, we went to grand indonesia + plaza senayan.. mommy was lookin for householdz.. and mommy bought me (again!) a set of hairdryer.. thankz a lot mommyyy.. we had a late dinner @ dharmawangsa hotell.. it'z my last nite sleep with mommy..

day 7 - saturdy oct 20th
hunnie n his dad back today, so we picked them up at de airport in de mornin.. hehee

so that's how i spent my "holiday".. ^^ i havent took picz of wat hun brought for me from israel, gonna do it next time,,, hehee

ciaoo

2007-10-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

holiday is here.. hepi "hari raya" for those who celebrate itt.. haf a nice holiday for those that get itt.. coz im not lucky enuf to haf itt.. haha nevermind tho coz im goin to HK n china next month.. =)

eniwei olie n sis are havin BBQ party at olie's apartment @ lippo karawaci.. so sad that i cant go with themm.. hunnie is goin to israel tomoro n im goin to stay with his momm..

couldnt sleep

2007-10-11T03:31:00.000-07:00

itz almost 4 a clock in da mornin but i dunno why i cant sleep.. arrgghhh im gonna haf a meetin with de hotel's software people @ 10 so i've to be there earlier..

i juz update my blog, not update, i juz add my wishlist + da picz (some).. hehee im now so in love with de "a la Folie" accesories,, i asked sisca's fren to help me buy de ring in US as it def cheaper there.. n im gonna buy de bracelet in HK next months.. i wan de earings so badly!! n de necklace also to make it de full set.. haha

i dunno why suddenly im thinking to get azur speedy.. and also get de LVoe and sweet flower bandeau.. so i think im gonna get de bandeau in HK and ask jessica to buy de speedy in paris, but i haf to wait tho.. so im gonna ask jessica to buy de azur speedy and chanel 'hybrid' classic flap in white (if she can find) in paris..

arrgghh i wish i haf unlimited money to shop!! i dont haf to wait.. haha but i think im very bless by GOD.. not everybody can afford to buy branded stuff,, i got some n im so hepi.. ^^ thankz GOD

eniwei, i really miss KL.. miss all de time i had there, all de frenz,, mizz ya guyz so muchh.. wish i can go there as soon as possible, but can only make it next year (if i can get long vacation) hehee

oh i cant wait till my HK + china trip!! i'm so excitedd..

ciaooo

2007-10-08T22:36:00.000-07:00

wat a busy day, in de morning we have "Peletakan Batu Pertama" ceremony.. i dunno wats it called in englishh.. it is like de ceremony for de hotel renovation is officially started.. i dont have de picz now, but may be i'll post some pic after i get it ^^

then we haf lunch, which my staffs are so unprepared.. everythin was not ready yet!! argghh.. de food is ok, but de oxtail soup is too salty.. cant really blame de chef coz he's fasting, but he supposed asked other to try it!!

in de afternoon, chat lil' bit with brot!! my GOD, miss him so much.. brot, you must alwayz remember that we all here miss you badly and we alwayz pray for you.. take gud car of yourself there.. all de best for your study!!

sisca n olie is plannin to haf BBQ at olie's apartment in karawaci this saturday, im not sure whether i can go, coz seto is goin to israel on de next day so i haf to help him prepare all his needs there..

eniwei today is iie lily's bday,, hepi bday ie.. GOD bless you abundantly!!

ciaoo

gettin older ^^

2007-10-06T03:35:00.000-07:00

im officially 23 now.. ohh no... i wish i can turn back de time,, im oldd.. haha i guess gettin old makes me scared.. haha but thankz GOD for everythin i haf in my life,,,

few minutes before 12, hunnie left me alone n by 12 sharp, hunnie, dion, yoyo, sammy n daniel surprise me with roses n cakes.. thankz hunn.. luph ya so much!!

here's de roses + my new guess shoes!! =)

i went for lunch with family in de afternoon n had dinner with hunnie.. we tried de pancious pancake house.. de place is so comfortable, de price is reasonable,, n de most important de food is nice, but i dont really like my tenderloin steak.. i recommend de fettucini mushroom.. yummie... hehee

eniwei, i bought sumthin for myself.. =P usin "bday" as a reason for buy a Guess shoes (on de pic above) n bracelet.. haha i loph de shoes so muchh.. i've been lookin for a TDF red shoes for so long and this one is perfectt.. exactly wat im lookin for,, a Mary Jane Shoes in Red!!

de shoes n de bracelet!! de bracelet..
de bracelet on me!! =)

i was chattin with sisca juz now, her fren is in USA, i ask her to help me to buy an LV ring.. it such a cute ring and if she can help, i can save quite lot of money to buy some clothes.. haha i wish she can help!! i really love de ring, fall in loph with it at de first sight.. i havent tried it though, im gonna try it tomoro=)

im goin back hometown soon! my GOD, i cant waitt.. im so excitedd.. china, im comin!!! guess i have to stop shop here, save all my money n shop till drop there.. hahaha

GOD bless people.. ciaoooo

tough day @ work!!

2007-10-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

so, after few months never go to the cinema in PS, i went there diz evenin,,, actually i juz wanna buy de oil cleanser from shu eumura, but finally hunnie said wanna watch movie, so from shu eumura, we went to de cinema, but de movie had started so we were late for 15 minutes!! n i dont even know watz de title.. hehee

it was a very tough day!! all de staffs, problemz n eveything made me gone mad!! thank GOD itz over.. i hope tomoro will b better.. ^^

eniwei, its not my bday yet!, but i received some bday wish on my fs comment already.. hehee i hope i'll have a nice bday diz year.. =)

other things, i got some hello comment on my fs too.. 3 people said hello to me, 1st is my fren in KL, 2nd is my fren when i was in junior hi school, and 3rd i dont event sure who she is.. hahaa sounds wierd isnt it?? that fren from junior hi school, we never talk for few yearzz (may be 10).. haha

ciaoo

mom's bday picz

2007-09-30T23:06:00.000-07:00

belophed mommy n daddy
de uncomplete family
de yummie cake

hepi burfday mommy, luph ya so much, luph ya alwayz.. i wish you a hepi n blessed life, gud health, and all de best + may GOD alwayz be wif you in everystep you take.. GOD bless you abundantly

sist' proposal day ^^

2007-09-30T01:05:00.000-07:00

de future bride n groom
de hepi family
popo - mom + inlaws wanna be parents =P
de future bride n groom + groom's parents
de future bride n groom + bride's parents

de new family

congratz sist!! hepi for ya..

wish ya all da best in your future!! ^,~

my celeb look-alikes

2007-09-29T23:20:00.000-07:00

hepi bday mommy

2007-09-28T13:06:00.000-07:00

ari ini mom bday k 53.. so tadi makan2 di angke which means diet g gato lage!! hahaha ngga juga sih, barusan nimbang cman 55, berarti not bad la.. hehee truz biz dari angke pulang rumah, potong kue..

g ngga beliin apa2 buat mama, biz ngga tao mo kasih apa, bingung.. so akhirny kasih cash aja.. cman ngga tao nie dy da nyadar apa belomm.. hahaha

tadi telp jessica, nanya dy soal chanel, uda + abiz de nitip dy ntar di paris.. tapi ntar aja nitipny klo da pasti mo yang mana.. coz masih bingung mo warna apa.. either putih, pink pucet or dark silver.. ntar suruh dy cariin dolo mana yang ada de.. mudah2an hargany ngga naek banyak de.. hikzz..

daritadi maen dibawah, ada anak2 belakang rame, denger cerita kelvin seru aje.. hahaha kacian jga si ika, si kelvin sinis bgt ma dy... g ngga bisa ngebayangin de punya kk kyk gtuu..

eniwei, uda mo bday.. pasti hunnie lupa de.. hikzz.. minta hadiah apa yaa.. bingung niee.. hahaha

eniwei, tadi da telp cay2.. buset de, mahal bgt disana minta 300 buat eyelash extensionn.. truz 3 minggu sekali must retouch, sekali retouch 100 lage.. buset de.. bisa bangkrutt!!! hahhaa klo luvaze lebih parah lage, minta 660 - 1,2 boo!! rampok aja sekaliann.. huahuaha g mpe nanya itu hair extension ato eyelash extension.. heuheue tapi katany bisa tahan 3 bulann.. tadi nodong hunnie minta dibayarinn.. huahauahu

ciaoo

27 sept 07

2007-09-27T10:22:00.000-07:00

hari ini g lage isenk ngga ada kerjaan coz bangun ksiangan jadi ngga ngantor de.. dari bangun ngga ngapa2in, so kayak biasa g klo ngangur d rumah, g gedein badann.. huahahah

belakangan ini g lage mikir pengen eyelash extension alias sambung bulu mata.. agak2 serem jga sih, coz katany gatel2 gtu.. tadiny uda sempet ngga minat lage gara2 g uda bei eyelash curler-ny shu eumura yang katany paling bagus.. ngga tao knapa tadi tiba2 keiinget truz liat di majalah gogirl! ada di anita salon..

akhirny g call tuh salon, n ternyata tuh salon jaoh benerrr... kata hunnie ada di bintaro... hohoho so sekarang g lage nyari2 salon yang bisa bikin eyelash extension n bagus.. coz g taktny hadilny jelek n keliatan bgt sambungannya.. bisa2 penyesalan tiada akhirr.. hahaha

bsok g mo coba call cay2 salon.. dolo sih mba ira bonding n keriting disana.. tapi klo eyelash extension g ngga tao apa ngga.. mudah2an aja ada.. biar ngga terlalu jauh de,, tanah abang kan masih mendingan dibanding bintaro!! hahaha

uda lama bgt ngga nyalon nie!! pengen creambath.. rambut kering bgt sejk di color.. hikzz.. pengen coba treatment karastase, co kta shandy baguz.. tapi ya mahal aje, sekali treatment 300 boo!! bisa bangkrut g klo seminggu sekaliii.. hehee may be g 2 minggu sekali, coz ini rambut uda ancur abiz menurut g...

eniwei bsok mom's bday.. rencana mo makan di angke.. yah gatot lage de dietny.. hikzz..

ciaoo

my diary

Hartanto Family

officially employed!! ^__^

first day..

tRuz HIS hEarT

De LORD is my SHEPHERD

Nothing Is Hard For God

Divinely Arranged And Beautifully Timed

im back

LOVE, LUST, ROMANCE, LIES, HOPE

new hair...

merry xmas n hepi nu year ^^

....

back to da world,,

wat a day

je t'aime PARIS

What City Should You Live In?

im winnie de pooh

Which Winnie the Pooh Character Are You?

im cinderella

Which Disney Princess Are You?

im back ^^

couldnt sleep

gettin older ^^

tough day @ work!!

mom's bday picz

sist' proposal day ^^

my celeb look-alikes

hepi bday mommy

27 sept 07